Pain in Paper and Pen
I took a break this evening and wrote in my paper journal; I've been struggling with something as of late and I felt that paper was the best method to use first. I'm not shy... More »
I took a break this evening and wrote in my paper journal; I've been struggling with something as of late and I felt that paper was the best method to use first. I'm not shy... More »
Even when you "blame" ... things still happen ... unexpected, unplanned ... it's human to blame... but sometimes you've gotta get past it. But that doesn't mean that placing blame won't happen... even to the... More »
So... I guess you could say I had yet another change of my life this morning. Without warning and quite unbelievably ... I was laid off from Gaiam. I still feel stunned, numb and horrified... More »
This is gonna be one of those rambling posts where I just need to get what's going on in my head down in some kind of format. I am processing a lot on a personal... More »
This has been a rollercoaster of a ride this week for me. How can I explain this? Let's look at it this way: I have been in love and deeply involved in a relationship for... More »
Where are we? What the hell is going on? The dust has only just begun to form, Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling. Spin me round again and rub my eyes. This can't be... More »
Well, since Saturday morning I had been feeling pretty bad - a knot in my upper right shoulder blade area had intensified to the point of making it impossible for me to sleep through the... More »
"doing good at the expense of honoring yourself, honoring your boundaries -- not healthy" This isn't something that I don't already know... it really helped hearing another person reiterate it to me though.... sometimes a... More »
Amidst the joy and exuberant events that are happening for me in my life, concurrently there is a tragedy - a challenge of impermanence. As many of you may (or may not) know, a co-worker... More »
The last twenty-four hours has been another roller-coaster... I found out yesterday that my best friend's horse had started a bout of colic.... he's 25 years old.... and this morning at 3:24am he had to... More »