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A Song That Stirs Me

Posted on Oct 27th, 2008 by MsCapriKell : Essential Wellness Consultant MsCapriKell
Blame it on the Weatherman


Even when you "blame" ... things still happen ... unexpected, unplanned ... it's human to blame... but sometimes you've gotta get past it.  But that doesn't mean that placing blame won't happen... even to the most enlightened of us.

When you stand in the rain.... it hides the tears that fall.  I like the rain right now.  But only snow is on our forecast these days... snow can't hide the tears.

I've been (still am) working on releasing emotions that I've held back to spare folks my "wrathful" feelings... I don't want to hurt anyone else... I'm just tired of hurting myself inside... deep inside by holding onto the pain.

So... my next few blogs may be "Released/Vented" posts... I ask that nobody hold onto the words or energy of them... for I've held onto them far too long.  Holding onto anger/pain only makes one sick ... very very sick.
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Di : Creator and Creation
about 7 hours later
Di said

Kelly, it has been so long soul sister.  I felt a little sad reading this, but also found myself looking forward to those blogs of release coming.  For you are a spirit of beauty ,and growth in pain is always that of the next level of spiritual evolution.

Will be here, back after the long hiatus.  Hugs.

Di  x

Dolf : Off to the Nondual...
1 day later
Dolf said

It's great that you avoid venting your feelings on other people if that would unnecessarily hurt them. However, don't keep those feelings inside too long, they need to get out! Find an ecological way to vent your feelings and feel the relief!
Looking forward to what that does to you…

MsCapriKell : Essential Wellness Consultant
3 days later
MsCapriKell said

Thank you both, so much for your kind words and guidance … I do feel like I've been processing a lot … still not sure how much I want to unload here… “here” is where the pain began, sorta … but it is first and foremost where a new and deeper love developed … so I am torn… but… I am moving about my new *freedom* and coming up with some wonderful ideas … I flow … and so it goes… focus changes daily as I hit new streams.

Love!

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